At Cold Palace Lives A Fish

just let it go crazy.

once i think more

i hold back

and will never go ahead


what happen to me?

i ask myself this question sometimes

but it's hard to figure out the reasons

if i can

can i make any changes

or i'll just let it like the original


i think i'm a freak sometimes

who likes to be hidden in darkness

pretending to be a see-through thing

dying out in an unknown way.


farewell

I'm too afraid
I don't trust myself
I don't have that confidence
I don't think I can make it

And
In fact,
I've been always
playing the role whom I dislike most

Ha!